Unfair deal

i trade my tears for mascara
just so you do not see
the hurt that spins itself
out of control when you lie
and deceive me

i exchanged my soul for smiles
just so you do not see
the disappointment that rages
a brutal storm when you turned
and left me

i sold my being
just to be the woman you want
none is left of me
when you hold on to the better end
of an unfair deal

(Oh gah. Since Squee mentioned I have this in the drafts, I might as well publish it. Bad writing though.)

空等

无缘的守候
划破了尘嚣寂静
思念霓虹般地染红了
空荡无人的街角
泪水渗透进
残缺无暇的日记
等待时间残酷地改写
记忆零碎地撒在
缠绵的草原
攀登束缚的悬崖
试图拼凑属于自己的
另一片完美天堂
愿起翼双飞

他始终没回来。

（故事的结果往往都是与理想背道而驰的。）

listen and learn

when you quote, you quote with quotes. you do not write as though it spilled from your brains, because there are people who bleed to write what they write.